2-27-01

I have come
to the conclusion
that I need a revolution
in my life today
and it can not wait.
I need a way
to make a change
so I can say
I have come of age.
In every occasion
and in every situation
I come up with an explanation
to redeem me
before the exploitation
of my spiritual starvation.
What can it be
or should I say who
can come to save
my life and my soul.
Now I want to be real
I dont want to front
I want to be true
to my self in this rut.
I'm open to whatever.
At this point I dont care
I've seen and felt
Rock bottom
at least that's all I can bare.
I've been there, done that
Dont want to go back
Why is it I never call Him
when my life's not on track
The track of being faithful
being only in His Word
The track of never compromising
even if its absurd
or awkward or weird
or whatever.