obstacles

the thing that does not let you move on......when you are by yourself, with no distractions, with no noise around you, in your own private quarters , it is the thing that keeps nagging at your brain and tugging at your heart..... You know exactly what it is that you must do, say, let go,,,,it might be someone you have to forgive, or some issue or gruge that is just so old you forgot how it even started and it is now gnawing at your soul.....or you might need to forgive yourself for some thing that has been already long lost in the sea of forgetfulness.....you might have to quit something or begin something new,,,, I dont know ......whatever it is you have to do....as the label so proudly states it....."just do it" and do it quickly......you know exactly what you must do.....there is noquestion about it ..its been confirmed and reconfirmed and then confirmed again......so what is it,,,what is the obstacle that stops you...us....from doing what we must do.....since theres no confusion of what we must do and we know that we will benefit from it in the end....that beyond it lies success, happiness, peace, joy.....and all that we desire as human beings....the only question i ask is ...what is stopping us...why cant we..what lies within us that blocks ...what force binds us when we want to do something with all heart,mind,soul and body.........just leap into it......maybe thats just it ...its a leap....we are so used to walking.....safely.....in the wrong path mind you but its comforting to know where your foot will fall each step you take......so are we afraid? are we afraid that if we take that leap the outcome will not be happiness...or is it that the status quo is so easy and tempting that the change we must embrace is just out of reach..? to go aginst the current, the grain is not natural for us.... What is this fear that basically paralyzes us......whats the worse that could happen....you could die....or are we more afraid of humiliation or of our ego's being toppled over....or damaging our reputations.....whatever.....when we dream we see what is real.....we see what we must do, the change we must partake in is possible...in our solice is where it is clear. .."reality" is where it all gets blurry...messages being blared at us to do the opposite of what we must do....where distractions abound us....where things get in the way....so is this our obstacle..."reality" this world? ...fear, this world...maybe it is simply .....us...we are our own obstacle to chieving greatness and pure bliss...we are fighting a war against ourselves ...a silent war no one sees or hears or knows about....but it exists...who wins who loses....all I know is that this obstacle whatever it is or whoever it is must be conquered.....and it has to be done quickly.