Sight Unseen

Ive tried to be less human
To not feel the pain
that comes with living
Sometimes I want
To rip the skin off my flesh
But I know that is not possible
What more can one soul contain
When the end looms so near
Do you shout roar or explode only inside
What happens when a universe
Exists inside you unknown to the world
When do you say 'enough is all you can take
A cloud creeps closer
And I try to ignore its existence
But as much as I wish it away
It grows even larger and deadlier
Sad is the day when I cannot express
The rage and emotion that becomes me
I tell you now that we are here and now
This moment will go away
And can never be recreated
What is real what is illusion?
What are we not seeing?
Do we need to know what we cannot see
Will the invisible ever touch me?
If you do not follow the rest
The world becomes wider and endless
So where does it end
I can not say….
It is frightening yes but this is
what many would call life